I talked to my sister the other day about the anxiety she’s been feeling since moving to a new location. She has ADHD and is on the autism spectrum as she is experiencing an unprecedented amount of uncertainty and change in her life. The main trigger for her is being in novel situations and not knowing what’s going to happen.
In accepting not knowing, there’s the space created for something new, a new part of us, to come forward. As we become comfortable with not knowing, we are open to change and transformation, like the caterpillar in the chrysalis. It’s a space of emptiness that requires us to breathe and be patient. If we can just allow the uncertainty to be there, then we won’t rush to fill it because we feel uncomfortable.
Confusion and chaos can be qualities associated with this phase of change. Accepting the way things are, in a transitory state, between the old and the new story, builds strength, stability, and trust. If we expect the outcome to be good, and believe the universe is a friendly place, then we can relax and feel ease, knowing all is well and unfolding perfectly. Leaning into the greater truths of the universe.
A gift of not knowing can be that we aren’t anticipating a particular outcome but are available to something new. It can trigger discomfort because it’s unfamiliar. Accepting that discomfort is just a part of not knowing because it’s unfamiliar can alleviate some of the anxiety during this time.
This is the initiatory process of transitioning from an old story into a new story, from an old version of us into a new one that we have never been before. The mind cannot figure it out since it’s reference points are all based on the past. Feeling lost, confused, uncertain, and uncomfortable are all okay when you are in the midst of change.
It would be ideal to feel excited, knowing something amazing is on its way. Greater truth is emerging and a life that’s more aligned. This is why letting go of what is is so important. We can hold on to the familiar out of fear of the uncertainty of not knowing what’s coming. This reminds me of the photographer who took pictures of people on a roller coaster as they began the downward plunge of the ride. He discovered that there were two kinds of people. One group were white knuckling it and clearly afraid. The other had their hands in the air and were screaming with delight. It is said that excitement and fear are the same.
Most of us have had times in our lives when we did approach not knowing with excitement, like when we were children waking up on Christmas morning. When we anticipate good, believing the world and life are on our side, then we can relax into the space of the unknown, throw our hands into the air, and scream with delight.
Pamela Alexander, PhD is a transformational coach, artist, and writer. She assists clients in the exploration and unearthing of their soul’s longings. They learn to cultivate the wisdom of their dreams, honor their hearts, find deeper meaning, increase stability, and discover purpose. Learn more about Pamela and her offerings at www.WisdomoftheSwan.com.